02.06.03

5:46 p.m.

hi.

last night, when i said that i was "all written out," i was referring to this. i don't think i was ready, last night, for it to be consumed here, by a mass audience. now, i think that i am.

i'm in the process of making plans to go home for the funeral later this week. although, as of right now, all of the details have yet to be finalized. i honestly hope to god that it doesn't fall through. i would really like to be there.

also, malinda is coming home tomorrow. i don't know if i'll get see her then, or if i will have to wait until wednesday.

either way, i'm happy.

i would like nothing more than to see her smile.