02.06.02

11:00 p.m.

so i've been smoking alot of cigarettes and watching this hamptons mini-series on abc. the windows are open and it's a little cold, but i don't mind it so much.

i'm sorry. i don't really have much to say to you guys tonight. i'm all written out. i just want to watch the news and then maybe go to sleep.

but i think i forgot to say that it needs to stop. people need to stop dying. and, i need to stop having to make that call.

i need to stop having to tell people that people are dead.

earlier this week, i was trying to figure out what my horriscope from free will astrology meant.

but, i think i know what it means now. as pithy as that sounds.