02.04.22

10:59 p.m.

hi.

basically what i'm doing right now is counting down the days.

right now, counting down the days. these next two weeks. these next fourteen days. i am counting them down, i am eager to move. and, i am eager to move on. and i am constantly reminded of why i should be.

although sometimes it's a little tricky because these reminders occasionally occur sporadically and bumpered. occasionally they leave me with a false sense of security. sometimes, i find myself saying, 'well, it's not all that bad.'

but it is. believe me, it is.

i could offer up for you a detailed description of the latest constant reminder, which happened this afternoon, if i wanted to. i mean, atleast for comedic value i could. really. because, believe me dear journal reader, it's pretty funny.

but, i won't. to save the drama, i won't. but maybe, some day soon, i will. maybe in, say, fourteen days we can explore this subject more indepth. maybe. maybe, with a detailed character study or something.

maybe. but for now, we'll just let it go.

in other news: i love my girlfriend. very much. also, i am excited for new possibilities. for new plateaus. for moving on and maybe (to some extent) starting over. i am excited for the end of these fourteen days.

quite.