02.04.09

5:52 p.m.

today is rainy, a little bit.

i'm not too happy with my job today. i go in cycles. today, not too happy. tomorrow (more than likely) i'll be fine. cycles. sometimes, if you catch me on the right day, i might tell you that i love my job. but not today. today, no. not so much.

today there were alot of breaks. outside, breaks, smoking cigarettes. this is something that usually happens when i find myself in the down turn of the job/love cycle, alot of cigarettes.

and today, outside, it rained. today, huddled under awning, smoking alot of cigarettes. me and the pigeons, seeking shelter.

i go in cycles. today, i am on bad terms with my job. if it (my job) were a person, i would not be speaking to it. it's that bad. it's pissing me off.

but, you don't want to hear about my job. that's boring. just take my word for it, today sucks.

other than that, things have been peachie keen. peachie keen. especially this one thing. this one thing is especially peachie keen. in particular. this one thing, it's the peachie-keeniest.

this one thing, in particular, is a little down the road. it's quite bright and hopeful. it's, yeah.

yeah. but, i'm not going to share. i'm afraid i'll jinx it. just take my word. bright and hopeful.

really. it's good.