02.02.16

10:38 p.m.

today.

today, at work. today, working because of friday.

and let me tell you, friday? friday didn't happen.

friday. i was so out of my head on friday. just because of everything. because, every five minutes up and out the door to smoke cigarettes. to stare at the bay bridge with head in hand and just, gone.

so today. today, working to make up for work not done on friday.

and then, after work, metropolis.

metropolis, yeah. dug and i went. he met me at the embarcadero and we headed down to this little theater on van ness. and it was raining. hard. it was raining hard, we got all wet.

and it was good, metropolis. it was good, but it scared me. it scared me in the same way that, i'm sure, clowns scare some people.

i don't know. hard to explain.

and now. now i'm home with the old english forty, drink drinking. trying to get something down before i am too drunk to do so.

is any of this making sense? hmm.