02.01.30

1:08 a.m.

umm, here:

listen to this. this is how i am feeling right now. if you listen real close, you can hear a kitty.

other news:

i'm going to see kid 606 at the bottom of the hill on friday. i'm looking forward to it, it'll be fun i think.

you should go right now and try to find his remix of straight outta compton. you really need to listen to it. really, right now. go right now. go.

yeah it's great, that remix. it's just so terribly bad and utterly fucking horrible. but good.

yeah, it's fucking horrible. but, at the same time, it's terribly terribly interesting. my favorite part is where it goes, 'cause ice cube is, crazy, as. fuuuuuuuuuuuck.' that's great.

i don't know, i'm always playing it for people. i just want to see their reactions, the looks on their faces. actually, i think i'm waiting for someone to start crying.

i even played it for my mother once. haha. really, i did.

she didn't like it. she just stood there, listening, shaking her head at me. because she knew, she just knew that the only thing i was trying to do was freak her out. my mom knows me too well.

anyway, that's why i'm going. that remix.

i want to hear it real loud, feel the air move.